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刘洁岷的诗（八首） 刘洁岷

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        <b><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">刘洁岷的诗（八首）</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>刘洁岷</b></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>心象</b></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">火烧云中的鹰，瞄准</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">灌木般慌乱的野兔，朝下冲</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">蛇在秋草中蠕动滑行</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">舞弄着舌叉，在水边留下一卷</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">布满嗡嗡声的蜕皮</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">蚂蚁在尘土里拖着受伤的腿</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">和脚，承受着剧痛</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">这时我的思绪乱纷纷</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><br></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>不同年代的人们围坐在四周</b></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><br></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我再也不想屈服于一种不计后果的冲动</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">裂隙与虫洞，生命显露出来平实得惊奇的</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">另一面：如地主富农一夜被迫清空或藏匿财产</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我想到的是在过境时填完表格走完程序</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">夏天的温暖的雨轻轻舔舐中年男人的表情包</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">不同年代的恋人们围坐在四周</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">直愣愣望着不同年代的我，就像是一些</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">模样和姿态古怪的遥远地带沙漠植物</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">她们唤起我似乎熟悉的情感和扑朔</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">迷离的记忆，巷口那边，乌黑的云雨风景</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">大街上的女孩子们又热浪一样冲出家的掩体</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">激情的汗水像从滤纸里一样渗透出来</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">太阳从空中垂直滑落，毕业生的课本飞上了天</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">搜肠刮肚回想久远的细节，我敬仰的老者</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">在当年的批斗大会旧址捡拾脚印和身影</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p><p><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><br></span></p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>复视</b></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">很多人都属于个别人</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">比如新晃一中的邓老师</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">他蜷缩在操场跑道下看他的学生跑步</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">就这么看了16年都没发困</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">邓老师是睁着没有瞑目的眼睛</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">邓老师失踪期间</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">嫌疑人之一黄校长顺利退休</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">他从深圳赶回到新晃参加同学会</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">他戴墨镜在即兴朗诵中赞美舞水河的碧水</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">邓老师是睁着死不瞑目的眼睛</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">青枝绿叶的香樟后面是凌乱了一个冬季的树木</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">正在书写的小说也已经将冷漠而有距离的段落完成</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">屏幕上的苍白日复一日展开，却提示我们</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">情节的黑暗在作者意外的情况下骤然发生转折</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">伴随操场上歌声、朗读声羽毛球飞过</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>我的女儿，我的老师</b></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我的女儿，她是我捕获的一个孩子</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我的女儿，她什么都不懂只会叫奶奶</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我的女儿告诉我醒来后</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">第一件事，是眨眼睛是转动眼珠</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我的女儿告诉我没有眼睛的东西不会死</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">在烛光飘曳的办公室与阴云密布的寓所之间</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">是按王家卫电影情节</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">编造的我女儿的耄耋之年、中年和童年</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我是流浪汉，我的床头枝繁叶茂</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">当我躺在女儿的海边时</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我悄悄闭上眼，让全身的狗向着太阳</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p><p><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><br></span></p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>一把小葱</b></span>
</p><p><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><br></span></p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">在前天出门去取团购的面包的时候</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我忍不住跑到小区门外的菜市场</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">买了几把小葱，生姜蒜头和西红柿</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我恍惚地提着这袋东西进了小区门后</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">因为内心的犯罪感而干咳了两声，前面</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">不远处一个小伙子也惊慌地发出干咳</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">在今天早上我做早餐的时候，我从冰箱</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">拿出一小把沾有泥沙且不太新鲜的小葱</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我想到它，还有不易团购到的蒜头和生姜</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">居然能够提升这精打细算日子的品质</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我父亲前天评价过我做的鸡蛋煎饼少葱</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">他的话注入了我的无意识，使我冒了次险</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">今天上午我在网上找老百姓大药房问药时</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我母亲同学的女儿，文亮那家医院的医生</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">告知我一个不幸的消息她妈妈初八离世了</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">她叮嘱我父母保重并“珍惜有妈妈的时光”</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">当然这消息我暂时隐瞒了，而我还会珍惜那把</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">干净的小葱以及所有微不足道的遥远的清香</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p><p><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><br></span></p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>蛛丝迹：信访曲</b></span>
</p><p><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b><br></b></span></p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我想每天都出去我想每天都不出去</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我每天都不出去，每天都出去</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">经过餐饮街和步行街，银行和购物中心</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我端着纸碗心惊胆颤地绕开车流</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我感到眉毛在脸的上半部拧成一团</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">警察来了，那些比警察还要警察的</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">警察一声不吭地把我拧上货车</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">于是我们来到了一个小镇</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">那是被无数滴露珠汇聚起的闪烁照亮的山中小镇</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p><p><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><br></span></p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>山河破</b></span>
</p><p><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b><br></b></span></p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我们的表情是那么有雕塑感</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">电脑的屏保仿佛我的脸</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">无数朝代的战乱幸存下来的</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">被毁于“文革”，而被用于</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">保存“文革”记忆的事物又被毁了</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我们祖辈的尸骨被强拆了</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">唐诗宋词里的意象渐渐失去对应物</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">吊死都找不到一根自然的枝丫</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">投水都投不到一条没有被污染的河流</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
</p>
<p>
        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">祭拜的食品都是掺了毒的</span>
</p>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">或者是非常不安全的，每个人</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">包括非常得意的达官贵人都无处遁逃</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">所谓底层则是一个敏感的词汇</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我们愧对的先人羞耻于我们的愧对</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;"><b>生日</b></span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我对生日唯恐避之不及</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">随着年岁的增大，再也体会不到</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">小时候的喜悦如今生日礼物犹如惩戒物</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">像一根缰绳牵引着马齿徒增的我</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">也仿佛有人突然在远处怪叫我的名字</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">起先是母亲陪伴我然后是我陪伴她</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">已多年，记忆与俩影子此消彼长</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">就像母子雕像在许多位置搁放</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">昨天我挽她到理发店理发，她说</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">“你今天帮我解决了大问题”说两遍</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">&nbsp;</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">佛山顺德旅游局发来欢迎短信时</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我想到清晨倚门目送我们的老母亲</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">她又没有想起来在这样的日子</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">我微微笑了，我想明天再提醒她</span>
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        <span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">并意识到在她在时我的生日多么快乐</span>
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        <b><span style="font-family: 楷体, 楷体_GB2312, SimKai;">刘洁岷，湖北松滋人，现居武汉，江汉大学现当代诗学研究中心主任、编审。</span>
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